Shy

 Fuck it. You know what seriously seriously sucks?

Wanting so badly to get into femslash but non of the ladies appeal in a way that I'd be able to write. I mean I have lady ocs for pirates to fill the gap but that always feels so weird to ship canon with oc for me sometimes..

And the thing that hurts is its ladies week for rvb and I got like NOTHING. I used up my femslash art for Femslash Feb and Rarepair week.

And nothing appeals to me for today because its fluff day.

I can art femslash fine. Sorta..

but when it comes to writing. I am seriously lacking.

and then part in all this that I feel worse about is there's like just Chrovos and Genkins to fill any nonbinary canon with.

So me being a nonbinary shipper who likes nonbinary/any other gender. I gotta headcanon to get.

So I end up woefully lacking in motivation for femslash.

And it doesnt' help that my femslash depsite people claiming to want more of it.. just doesnt' get traction. But that's more a fandom in general problem and not a me problem.