Shy

spending the week writing a fic encompassing your trauma in a fictional setting is.. certainly is well.

Its something. I've done fics based on my trauma before but they don't feel as personal as this piece I'm currently working on. And its nerve wrecking because I Wanna post it but current fandom environment is rather toxic for a delicate fic like this.

Which is kind of why I got dreamwidth to begin with (Thank you Anne for pointing out this place). I might post it here and lock it so only a few people could read it.

Its certainly an emotion I'm feeling over this.

I just wanna write fics and tackle the tough topics you know? I like doing that. It helps so much and its so freeing.